..over a mugful of coffee - unravelling random thoughts on my awkward inwardness, causes I believe in, my tell-tale of remarkable people, scenic places, notable events, creative ideas, and learning-resource digitally worth sharing . . .
Speak out, blurt it out..talk, scream, cry...moving thoughts wanting to get out. Bursting with feeling, unknown be known. There are thoughts running on my mind..things I should have said the first time..shout out loud those anger and hatred and betrayal, painful tears weeping I have kept for a long time..decisions I should have done
before..but is it the right thing to do?? I can't move on, my heart cries out
for justice...my mind screams for the unfairness. Too many questions left unanswered..too many shortcomings remained unfilled..too many dreams unfulfilled that I have to do on my own. Those days are gone, nobody knows what happened, no one bothered to ask how I was ..Added to the pain and the insult to injury, "people" around never understand, judging me and not the culprit. How I wanted to say I was a victim once and a victim again ..they are close and yet they are not, allowing them no more the next time. Thinking...loud I will, loud I must...